bit of sharing going on here
im not one to share my troubles.
this is from a post i made on sm forum
today i had to make a heartwrenching decision...oh ,im bawling just think about it....i cancelled my world vision child of 6 years .and im totally devastated..i feel so incredibly pathetic..and my monthly greenpeace donation..so its been a day of regret and disbelief....with the world vision child.aiossatou,whom we have watch grow ..im so upset...6 years ago i started donating ,with 3 other friends..and at the time it was only $28 dollars .yep only 7 dollars each,quite affordable...but as the years increased each one of the friends dropped off..and for the last 4 years ive been doing it on my own..well now its $43.00 or so dollars a month ..and as my DH(im using that term loosely atm)hasnt had more that 1 days work a week for the last 5 months ,,im struggling to reach any of my living goals ..finacially im so strapped .i still own a tonne of school fees ,with only 9 weeks to go..and its asti's birthday this week..and i only have just enough for what she wants and no more.hope the family can live on cereal and toast for the week...so today i made the call to world vision..and they were so nice ..reassuring that my child would get picked up again,and thanking me for the 6 years that i have donated ...and when i rang greenpeace to do the same...all they wanted to know was ,if i could still make quartely payments ...i was devestated again..already upset ..i wasnt very nice to them ..oohhpppssy..so then i went to work...and when i got home some scrapping sunshine was on my doorstep...thanks lisa gibson and nadine ...you put a little smiling sunshine in my day...soon ill grab the kids off the bus..then folding some clothes till my staff meeting at 5.30/which is the same time i have to grab my mum from work.****....
and a big thanks to K & V. for their kind offers of financial help..
and for their amazing words of love and support..
thanks V for reminding me that the goddess will provide..
ok heres a quick layout i spat out late last night.
hope your day was better than mine :)